My beloved loving father Johnny Ray Morris, JR.

I am so emotional breakdown when I heard the news

I can not believe that you are really gone.

I did not expect it was your TIME for you to go 

All I want is my father back.

God had taken you away from me

cuz he does not want u feel any more pain

God will take care of you for me.
God had gain a handsome anel

It was so shock  to see you leave.

It made me not to believe that you are reallu gone

just want to spend one more day, just one more day with you

cuz the feeling that i am holding is killing me .

I  feel so numb because

I can't move

can't speak

can't think

can't feel

can't eat

I barely can't do anything

I want to be all alone 

I don't want to bother with anyone for a while

I don't know how long it will take for me to be myself

what I need
a body full of water without trees

a way to express my feeling 

a way to scream my feeling out

a way to ease my pain

a way to resolve how I feel

Just you, me and God

and nobody else.

I am all alone in this world

Why did you have to leave me?

I am so mad at myself

Why I didn't call?

Why I didn't grab a chance to take a picture when u were alive?

Why I didn't get a chance to say "I love you"?

So many question to ask

I was so furious as tear was pouring down hard

I just don't feel everything will be all right

without you here with me

you made me feel so comfortable

I just miss you loving me

I miss you caring me

I miss being daddy's girl

Daddy, I miss you.

I may feel fine but on the inside, I still grieving

I want to ease the pain that I am feeling at this moment

It hurts as I shred more tear

I wont' stop crying

Tear just kept pouring and pouring

because it is so hard for me to let you go

I just love you too much for me to let you go

It is time for me to let you go but you won't be forgotten
I promise you that

you will always be there for me in spirit

it take time for me to ease my pain

Daddy, don't worry about me

I will be okay and u are up there watching me

I will be strong for you and myself

you won't be forgotten because I have you in my heart.

I thank you for having me in your life and having you in my life

You had been a great father to me and

I love you for that.

I dont' care what you did in the past, I forgave you, in my heart

You are a great person with a good heart.

You will always be my daddy and I will always be your daddy's girl.

I love you daddy, your spirit will always be around me.

Daddy, thank you for having me in ur life.

I LOVE YOU, DADDY.

You are in a good place. Take care of my family up there. Mwah

I MISS YOU, DADDY.

DADDY, I DID IT FOR YOU. I WALK ON THE STAGE WITH MY HEAD UP HIGH BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I HAVE NO ENERGY TO CHEER. LOVE U DADDY.

Copyright by Contessa Brown