Conflict in Love

Conflict in LOVE

Love is in the air until you catch it

It takes time for it to come to you

There r different kind of love

I caught one but his love is not what I want. Abusive love could lead

into violence relationship

Your physical attractive did catch my attention

first when I met u

But it is not enough

Thinking you are all that

Thinking you are hard

Tryin so hard to impress me to like you more

I have seen you many time but I was not fully attractive to you

Just a little

Thing doesn't go right with us( thing doesn't went well with us)

I like you as a friend

You like me more than a friend

I see you as a friend

But you see me as boyfriend/girlfriend materials

I wish I could feel the same way you r feelin

I should have walked away when I first laid my eyez on you

None of this shyt would happen

You r not the type of man that I would date

I can't picture myself with you

When I am with you

You don't make me happy

I feel angry, mad, uncomfortable, fussy, and sad

I don't like one bit about you

We don't have anything in common

I am a ghetto classy women in a good way

I have a lot of good inside me

You have a lot bad inside of you with a good heart

I am a good women

You are gangsta

I have a good personality

You have a bad personality

My life was lil hard and raised well.

You went through a hard life with a lot of struggle.

But we r not on the same level where we at

Strong women like me won't let the bad thing come into my life

What is so special about me that you want?

Nothing is so special

I am not the women for you

Find ur women who down for you

I am not down for you

I will not be the one

I guarantee you

Why you want me to be the one?

So you can keep me the path where you are

Ruin my reputation

Destroy my life

Be stuck with you allthe way

Won't happen.

Can't have that shyt in my life

I aint judgin you

It is the truth

You r blind

look close in the mirror hard

And tell me what u see

U will understand what I am sayin

Is that the kind of life you want?

Take it as a considerable

12/06
Copyright @Contessa Brown

Love is hard

Should I hate you because you hurt me

Should I care about you because you hate me

Should I be there when you don't care

Love is so fucking blind

I have been blind to love

someone like you

always thinking my loving you is very easy

but losing you is very difficult

how can I deal with that kind of love?

Why am I so afraid to lose you when

you are not mine?

i was born the day I fell in love with you

I die the day you left me with a broken heart

I live in the moment when you love me

i die in the moment when you hurt me

I will always love you no matter what 

The way you treated me,

just hurt me even more

I will never stop loving you.

I know that I was losing you

& I lost it

you just throw my love away

You just put my heart on the bottom of your toes

and walk all over it like a piece of trash

i will never ever forgive you for that

Once I find love again,

you will regret it

I wanna you to be my first love

& be my last love

is that too much to ask?

I can't have what I want.

Never will

too much of my kindness

turn you off

being nice is too much for you

too much of being clingy

annoy the shit out of you

too much of what.

how would I know if you keep all your feeling to yourself.

how can I read you?

I am not a mind reader

How can I understand you

it is too much for me to handle.

I will always love you no matter what

u will always have a place in my heart

if we aint meant to be together.

 Copyright @Contessa Brown

The love from my past

You will be the love from my past once I get completely over you. You will always have a special place in my heart even though it is broken. Once my hearts heals itself, your place is still there. You are the best thing that ever happen to me. No one will ever replace you. Not another Scorpio. I thank you for letting me to LOVE you. I enjoying my time loving you. & other moment we be pissing each other way too much. You are such a great person. There is no going back. You will be living in the my past. Just hate putting you in my past which I don't want to. If you are reading this, I will never stop loving you, cutiebear