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Thursday, April 21, 2011

Love is hard


Should I hate you because you hurt me
Should I care about you because you hate me
Should I be there when you don't care
Love is so fucking blind
I have been blind to love
someone like you
always thinking my loving you is very easy
but losing you is very difficult
how can I deal with that kind of love?
Why am I so afraid to lose you when
you are not mine?
i was born the day I fell in love with you
I die the day you left me with a broken heart
I live in the moment when you love me
i die in the moment when you hurt me
I will always love you no matter what 
The way you treated me,
just hurt me even more
I will never stop loving you.
I know that I was losing you
& I lost it
you just throw my love away
You just put my heart on the bottom of your toes
and walk all over it like a piece of trash
i will never ever forgive you for that
Once I find love again,
you will regret it
I wanna you to be my first love
& be my last love
is that too much to ask?
I can't have what I want.
Never will
too much of my kindness
turn you off
being nice is too much for you
too much of being clingy
annoy the shit out of you
too much of what.
how would I know if you keep all your feeling to yourself.
how can I read you?
I am not a mind reader
How can I understand you
it is too much for me to handle.
I will always love you no matter what
u will always have a place in my heart
if we aint meant to be together.
 Copyright @Contessa Brown

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