It is very hard to let go of the person you are so in love with but it is very hard to try to hold on the person when you are about to give up. No one say giving up love was going to be easy. Ugh I'm going to miss loving him. I'm so disappoint the way thing have to end for the both of us. We let our argument on text kill our relationship. Maybe something is telling us but we tend to ignore it. Why LOVE have to be so hard to deal with? I don't want to start all over again to love someone new because I'm so afraid to get hurt. I thought I have everything in life. I just can't expected and wanted what I want in life. I'm so much in denial and I pretend that I'm not in love him. I had been lying over again and refuse to admit that I'm fucking in love w the dude. It take a long process to move on with my life but it won't be easy. I am not really sure if I am ready to give up on love or give up on him yet. All I want to do is hate the person who made me feel that way. Nah, I just CAN'T hate him yet. Not just yet. It is a wake call for me & no more going back and forth to him. If he ain't putting anymore effort in this, I'm so done so done. No more of my kindness being taking advantage. I won't be a giver. It should have taught me something.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Let go of someone you love is hard
It is very hard to let go of the person you are so in love with but it is very hard to try to hold on the person when you are about to give up. No one say giving up love was going to be easy. Ugh I'm going to miss loving him. I'm so disappoint the way thing have to end for the both of us. We let our argument on text kill our relationship. Maybe something is telling us but we tend to ignore it. Why LOVE have to be so hard to deal with? I don't want to start all over again to love someone new because I'm so afraid to get hurt. I thought I have everything in life. I just can't expected and wanted what I want in life. I'm so much in denial and I pretend that I'm not in love him. I had been lying over again and refuse to admit that I'm fucking in love w the dude. It take a long process to move on with my life but it won't be easy. I am not really sure if I am ready to give up on love or give up on him yet. All I want to do is hate the person who made me feel that way. Nah, I just CAN'T hate him yet. Not just yet. It is a wake call for me & no more going back and forth to him. If he ain't putting anymore effort in this, I'm so done so done. No more of my kindness being taking advantage. I won't be a giver. It should have taught me something.
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